Every time when i do something i've ever done before, i feel very nervous and mostly ruin the whole thing. upset huh?

lack of confidence, i eventually realize this truth that i try to ignore and hide from myself. i think it is the time for me to face it and get rid of it. what is also an urgent need now!!!

when i say "i'll try it", Eman always correct it as "i'll do it". Yes, he's right! no excuse for any try. i have to do it perfectly without hesitation, do i?

i'm on the way to know the real world, to understand the rule, to get accustomed to this society. no matter how hard will be,no matter how many difficulty i will meet, i have confiedence in get through them:)

Fighting Winnie!!!